EVIL TRIGGERSThe scent of a cigar triggers me. I remember strong hands around my throat choking me. I clutch my throatand then my hands won’t loosen.I nearly strangle myself.Then, the day will worsen. Everythingwill remind me of my grandfather.If...

If we could only hold hands of each otherWithout asking for fameCareerMoneyJust hold our handsAnd run naked through open fields.

XMAS Thete's not a single present in the cold shabby apartmentin the nasty fucking worldfull of horrid evil people. No Christmas tree or fruitcake.No fancy fucking food at all...for the molested one (me).No cookies or pie. I dump the spoiled milk down...

TERMINATION They say there is a multiverse...places where our other choicesin life have been made and "that"version of life moves forward. --- Rae has discovered that she ispregnant by her boyfriend Ray.Her dream job starts in 2 weeksand she is not choosing...