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    I feel like messaging her...

    It's been years since I've last heard her voice— touched her skin— breathed her in. I find myself stalking the deserted corridors of my past in the abandoned present. Holding a musky candle of the future. A strategic aphrodisiac...

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    Stricken

    I think of you oftenfor all the wrong reasonsand maybe a couple of right onesthe right ones that you discardedbecause they felt insincerehave never stopped haunting meif my obsession wasn't obviousmy affections should have at leastbeen spared your anxious...

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    • hello dearest Thriteen you’re from the underground I must know you… this is powerful I don’t know if you ever read me…my memory isn’t good and the last year I was going through hell…this write is full of passion and anyone would love to be wanted this way ❤️

      • Hey Crimsin, yes I am. And yes, I have read you.
        I believe I also had maybe one or more of your works on my reading list from way back in the day. I fell off the reading wagon somewhere along the line and just limited myself to expressing.
        Sorry to hear about your tribulations. If it is any solace, physics just (back in 2022) proved that our universe is not locally real, it’s all a generative simulation of our experiences taking shape. Even the hell we feel, believe it or not, is all self inflicted. Either from the present, our past, or our previous iteration (past life). And strangely enough through vipassana (my first course on April 8th) I realised that if I simply observe all my sensations, good or bad — without judging them, without craving or being averse to them, — they all disappear. We’ve learned to live with ignorance of the truth, ‘all things are impermanent’, even the hell we go through. If you get the chance to, I highly recommend experiencing vipassana for yourself for the 10 day course. Even if you never practice it in daily life after.

        As for this poem, the person I wrote this for doesn’t feel any intimacy towards me. haha

    • This rings so true. It’s crazy how we talk to ourselves when we are going through heartbreak. But when I read this kind of work, I feel grateful for the read and understanding of someone else’s pain. Being able to write it down so eloquently and honestly isn’t easy. Great write.

      • Thank you so much for stopping by. I remember your name from DUP as well.
        Well, the feelings were true and the clarity you gain from being completely honest with yourself is unparalleled.
        I’ve tried to pen that as neatly as I could.

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    Indulge Me

    like you do these charlatansthat claim to bepoets. they are not evenremotely related to the wordsthey pen. like you do your exeswho, in spite of all thehurt, are still welcome.floating above thin sheets of ice.gracious idiots. like you do an artificial...

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    Influcks

    Here we are, out of control eating our lips to keep us tame lodged in crevices waiting for the dark there are eyes spying from the skies when we look up, they cry So now, we are beyond control...

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    The Fine Line

    There is a fine line betweenmaking an attempt and thinking of it.The divide will see you sleep eternallyor writhe countless hours in misery.There is no solace in the silencebetween the seconds ticking away.Ears still ringing from the maelstromraging within...

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