I Tried to Warn You

     “The dark demons in my soul are always trying to break free
Sometimes I see faces in the toilet whenever I pee,
     “Shit gets so intense to piss-I do like a female and squat
But the faces still appear, because the darkness refuse to stop,

     “Every day I’m getting skinner losing unnecessary weight
Malnutrition is fucking me good-give a motherfucka a plate,
     “But there is no escape when savage teeth want to bite
Paranoid like a motherfucka when under the covers at night,

     “The woman that lays next to me always snores like a bull
While I massage her pussy, because it’s more than a hand full,
     “Her liquid wetness makes my fingers shadow shine
Before I realize it, I’m balls deep into the grind,

     “Even the sexual action is not a distraction
Because each penetrating stroke have my demons attackin,
     “Now I’m not just fighting pussy, but the darkness in my mind
Which will come first. My dick, my evil or uncontrollable cryin,

     “Pleasure from below and my emotions from above
Gives me a physical and mental emptiness of no love,
     “After I ejaculate my hands begin to squeeze
I black out. Now I’m on the side of the road on my knees,

     “Standing, I walk naked-through woods that are centuries old
While something in my right hand I strongly hold,
     “Startled. Into the trees it gets tossed
As I continue to wander further within myself and get lost,

     “The ground became a broken floor, the forest became walls
And the darkness around me transformed into a dark hall,
     “A hall that twisted my memories into something that was mad
Until I came upon a phrase ‘I tried to warn you’ written on broken glass,

     “Instantly my chest tightened as I lost my breath
Causing my body to chemo therapy shake and drench in sweat,
     “Off in the distance I heard the unhuman screams of the wild
As my reflection stared at me with a wicked smile”.