My eyes never closing
Waiting for that door
To open to have final closing of my eyes
How could those eyes smile
When her son far away from her
Missing her mom why don’t you stay with me
How could those eyes tears not
Falling to finally cry on that day
When her husband takes her with him
These weary longing bearing patiently to overcome their torture
To end their jealousy filled cunning bodies
I know how these eyes when saw his tears once and it has become lost in past burried and forgot by many
If my life is past my sufferings are burried my presence become unknown eyes why I survive
I just swim into my deep waters missing my son remembering his only smile that kissed me i am missing you
I know husband will have eyes but for son there is only one mother and for daughter there is only one father.. by few men look with eyes to a woman..
My struggle fortunate enough that i don’t beg on streets not lie on bus stand or railways station in night
I still remember a lady who build her hut just to stay inside under a shelter with sticks gathered around i was thinking i too may see that life.. I am fine its ok to beg on streets with my age old body in 60s sleeping on platform. I know fir few ego will definitely satisfy seeing me stinking with workout clothes think she is ugly in her body with dark and winkles… i know few will enjoy whisky in nude bodies though they have plenty of robes with clothes but still they dance in nude and their family thinks my kids are enjoying ecstacy breathless. What not..
I lived for him but he has many eyes poor of myself i saw only his two eyes that cried for me…
Jessy Jacob.
I embrace all those street beggars and who are sleeping on platform i know why they are suffering without home and family because people cheated them left them and never cared them. There are so many like me once they lose job nobody cares in their old age they just remain God’s custodian.. and I am with them i am ill fortunate who got pulled away by her own husband for dancing and drink8ng for few others. I am not alone I know how hunger pain is I also know how fasting pains god gave me all those experiences in advance saying Usha you need to be strong you may see so many sufferings and who you trust, cheat you and leave you saying go find someone..
Jessy Jacob