i knew even if you didn't. it wasn't even the sight of you.but i knew... even before i heard your voice.God knew also... he told me so. and one must believe what God says.so yes... I knew!   © 2026 Randall

i went to the dance.  i saw... her across the room. red hair... flowing in the sun. i started to walk to her. then you stepped in front of me. and my world changed.  you asked if i were sleepwalking  ...towards you?  i said no...i believe you  were...

I want to exploreThe taste of the dangerThat rests betweenThe chill and the burnLike secrets now hiddenIn honey and fireDripping all downThe places we yearnI now want to learnThe thrill of the edgeShaking the thirstOf need and despairIn darkness...

skiming the darkness I waitsomething will surface it always doesdrawn to me from deep withinoccult larceny, stealing from my healthdraining me of my thoughtstaking my strengththe horde hunts its ownmagic undisturbed calls to mewith questions of should I?wield the...

  if i knew for sure... i would tell you. i know this... it started the first time  you wrote to me. and the second time.  when i... wrote to you, god you had me. there was nothing.... i could do about it. nor did i want to.