tic toc I heard silently inside me
the second hand swung and time stopped suddenly
my soul frightened look about
God in his glory had come to see me
his eyes full of doubt beheld my visions
we were reviewing my misgivings
he didn't care for my responses
so I ask him, Father please pardon me
he uttered I wouldn't want you any other way
you respond honestly
truth be told I am judgemental
looking at the world
my apologies given
I'm a loser what right do I have to judge
taking a serious look at my life
wondering what perspective I could seriously offer
in my midnight still
my thoughts review
taking note of all I see
and the emotion evoked
my dreams terrors to behold
shuddering I hold myself close
Father this life you offered I squander
letting all who loved me down
please I would ask, give me no more to hurt
he says oh but honey you are growing
everyday gaining new knowledge
my pain great my shame heavy
he carries it with me
and leaves quietly
Rated for Everyone 
Father
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just a conversation I had today and last night with the man Himself... I cried most of the evening with my belief I let all the beings I encountered down...also I don't think and judge I just respond to the best of my knowledge I told God to forgive me my understandind limited....
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Powerfully penned, Brenda. A heartfelt write my friend. Thanks for sharing. Appreciate you.
Damian
good morning dearest Damian thank you for the love on this I’m happy it spoke to you ❤️
We are hardest when judging ourselves not even realizing we don’t deserve it for even the father forgives. Tight