You want to know what my day is looking like
No, you don’t. You really do not wanna know
If I had to describe my day in a color
It would never be a blue day
Violet is too tender
The only color I see and feel is red
I want to say
F U C K ,,,Y O U
because I feel it so deep in my soul
There is no other word that can suffice how my day is going
I can’t plaster a funny smile
I can’t beg the light twinkle in my eyes just now
and tenderness coming from these lips
It’s not the day or the time
You may be wondering what set me off
It could be just waking up
It could be just doing the mundane everyday things
I don’t know, and honestly, I don’t give a shit at this particular moment
I think it’s a blessing right now that I am alone in this place
because I can’t say that I’m just feeling pain
It’s pain mixed with anger, mixed with absolute helplessness
I just want to hurt you
hurt you so bad that you feel exactly like I do
What the fuck, the thing about this whole thing is
When this all subsides
I’ll be the one who wants to help you through it
“Be careful with the quiet ones.”
It doesn’t only mean sexually
Yeah, it’s not a good day for me
So, I’m going to stay quiet
Clench my teeth
Keep tapping my leg
just hope that this day will end that much quicker
I’ve had days just as you described but without the anger.
All that is certain is that your mood, like everything else, is impermanent.
While your feeling like crap its a good time for introspection.The way out is in.🙏
It does take me a while to get out of that headspace. But I do get out of it, and honestly, it is best when I am alone, so I do not come at people at that time. Thank you, Peter
Happy Wednesday Fia. I know it’s not a great day for you.
Thank you, Keith. Trying to work through it.;))
hello beautiful Fia I feel you on this I can’t shake my mood either and I’m getting nothing done I have no motivation pain sucks it right out of you great write 💕
Thank you, Crimsin
Powerfully penned, Fia. I think your day will get better my friend, thanks for sharing. Appreciate you.
Damian
Girl, use anger as a tool, it’s perfect for motivation and not to make voodoo dolls (although I have in the past, I digress).
Not all of us can be like Peter. It’s a great goal, but if you’re not there, anger is an excellent way to light a fire under your ass. Take it from a girl who turned rage into anger and makes it work for her.
Phenomenal spill, btw.
Thank you, girl. It was a very difficult day. I straightened it out. I did use that fury to help out, though. lol
I’m glad that you’re feeling more like yourself.
Use that anger to reflect and learn what not to do, so the situation can be controlled and conquered.
Okay. Thanks casket;))