my secrets come to life
I've been hiding in my scars
my verses haunt and I can't talk
to face my feelings is too much
aching hurt I lost my son
it rests in my thoughts
then the sadness taints all I touch
sorrow a part of me forever
there is nothing I can do he is gone
the child I failed
out in the world calling for help
my soul answered his need
but it was too great
rebellious understanding he was a part of me
no matter how far he strayed
a piece of my heart is missing
my sighs are whispering
let it go ma I'm with the angels
my love wanders in and out of reality
my thoughts rise and seek him often
he was always connected to me by a cord I couldn't see
he drifted into the world
it hurt to watch him fade
painful redemption he will suffer no more
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Poetrygood bye for now
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Summary:
this is the last poem I'm going to write about Eric it's time to let him rest i feel he is worried for me....
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This life is not all there is. There was before. There shall be after. The play called life goes on my friend 🌼
hello dearest Joe you’re right of course he is likely reviewing this life and deciding on the next one I just hope to see him again I will miss him thank you for the love 💕
Its said, when you see someone in your dreams, they’ve been thinking about you. No matter the life, we are connected.
I believe that too dearest Joe and have seen it even with the poets we are close to as we often write on similar wavelengths I think we all carry the pain and joy of the world with us on our bodies and in our souls… it’s best to be kind to be people and be kind to ourselves thank you Joe for being you 💕
Hugs*** Brenda, may sorrow not be a part of you forever. I’m sure many care enough not to let your keep your head low forever, that including me as I read every poem you have written and know what a strong spirit you possess. With the angels now, he will be guiding you and your pen whenever you spill your heart over the page about whatever it is. Writing keeps both you and me alive, remember.
Daniel
good afternoon dearest Daniel thank you hugs you back I will continue to write I just took a break I deeply appreciate the love here thank you 💕
My heart is full for you Brenda …
I wish you all peace
❤️💕❤️
you know he was sick for a long time but he was such a fighter we were all kind of surprised me and him had a chance to get closer and for that I am grateful he was the kind of person who wanted to greet the world there was no keeping him… I deeply appreciate the love here thank you 💕
He will remain connected to you by that cord. You won’t see him, but you’ll always feel him. Grief needs its moment & nobody can tell us when it’s time to move on. You simply know. Brenda, this is beautiful ❤️
hello beautiful Willow I can hear him and so can my grandaughter he was a father I think always grieve him but I will remember the good of him and am hopeful I will see him when my time comes thank you for being here 💕
Beautifully penned, Brenda. I’m sure he’s watching over you my friend, his spirt is always with you. Appreciate you.
Damian
hello dearest Damian he is I think he’s asking what am I doing…I need to be kinder to myself… I’m making a positive move though I’m moving back to my home town to be with my kids they are grownups now but still need me we as a family drifted apart in a way I won’t let that happen again thank you for your steadfast support it’s deeply felt 💕
Write as much as you need. I know for me writing is the only way to get it out. Best to not let it build up.
I’m sure he’s watching over you, friend.
hello dearest Nick I’m sure he will come out in my writing for a long time I was trying not to write afraid of my feelings but I know I need to write it is a part of me thank you for being here 💕
I’m sending you as many hugs as you can handle, Brenda❤️❤️❤️
Keep writing it out.
hello beautiful Mary thank you I will I’m having a hard time writing at the moment but I’m sure it will pass waves of sadness overcome me I deeply appreciate you being here 💕
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