Fear consumes meOff these meds,And all the things I won't doI'll plan on tomorrow,Just another day away.I am the whipping boyAnd mercy terrifies me,Dying in the ditchIs more apt to my Particular characterDevelopment.

I'm awake and theStatic fills my brainWith television snow,An empty drone ofForgotten friction.Off scriptArchaic televisionShows,Words as empty as thePromise to myselfThat tomorrowI'll turn this all around,Clear the fuzz out.I am recursive,Falling back in on myself,An eternity of the let...

I wasted my breathOn something I didn'tManage to say.I sighed my wayThrough thisNegative self talk.And.Yesterday I was a betterMan,Then today I failedAt all this potentialThey lied and saidI had.I'm distantAndApathetic.They scream careAbout something greaterThan yourself,Believe in a great grandAbstraction.As...