-
Backdeckbenny (Peter) wrote a new post
2 Comments -
Daniel Long wrote a new post
1 Comment -
Daniel Long wrote a new post
1 Comment -
PAR (Paulo Acácio Ramos) wrote a new post
9 Comments-
-
Brilliantly penned, PAR. Excellent write my friend, simply amazing as always. You never disappoint brother. Appreciate you.
Damian
-
Several great visuals included within this write, makes it NYC size. I love the details.
Living in central Florida, I get the heat/humidity double whammy. But, theres always some water nearby if I wanna cool off. I guess thats a plus. LOL -
-
-
Fia Naturie wrote a new post
8 Comments -
- Load More Posts
My Friends
D. Ignatov
@ignatov
CasketSharpe
@casketsharpe
Angel
@fallenangel194
Al Ashcott
@al-ashcott
Backdeckbenny (Peter)
@backdeckbenny





You made me tear up! I don’t know if I could be that brave. I just finished chemo myself. Breast cancer caught early. Lumpectomy. Radiation. That’s why I stopped writing at DUP the last couple months it was there. Just wrote for the first time a week ago and came here. I also fell in love for awhile. Nice guy. Great dog. Held me and went through stuff with me. I couldn’t take the “Are you ok?” even one more time. He was comfortable to be with. A week after my last chemo we stayed at his friend’s cottage. I realized that I was the only thing he had in life. And he focused it on me. I couldn’t be all that. He needs more than just existing. He had 4 good years in the 1990’s but the rest of his life has been being numb. His relationships were all female dominated. His mother and his ex-wife pushing him around. Even his sister who openly hates him. I hated to hurt him but he needs more. I need more. As nice as he was and is – it wasn’t enough for either of us. If my time is limited, I need more than hugs, a smile and “please pass the canned beans”. Writing this comment 2 days after the breakup has inspired a new poem. If I have energy, maybe a post for tomorrow. I did my three today.