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    When I Die

    When I DieI wantto bedreamingwhen Idie sothere isno pain.I wantto stayinsidea happydreamforeternity.I wantto explorea prettygame worldwhere Ican winprizes.Milkshakesfree lunchesconcert &movies ticketsnew teethnice clothesa cuddly puppyI DON'T WANT MY CORPSE RAPEDOR FONDLED BY PERVERTS!!!Is that too much to ask for?

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    Writing Pain

    Writing PainMemories written...sometimes fly away...others burrow...deeper into my psyche.Meds frustrate...rather than calm -engrams triggered!My screams aretiny chirps...Help (chirp) Me!

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    • I did! Not my typical piece.

    • You aren’t you on meds. Nobody is. Some have no choice. I get that. But I don’t understand living in the most medicated country on the face of the earth.

      I hope you find power in your battle 🌼

    • No, meds only confused me. Not taking any psych meds right now. I have to have control of my inner demons on my own. This was one of the last I wrote near the beginning of year. Before radiation and surgery. When I was thinking of just ignoring the doctors completely. Which I didn’t. I even broke free of caffeine. Off it completely.

      • People are amazing. Especially when we amaze ourselves. Caffine, you didn”t just kick the craving, you kicked the habit of having it. We don’t think we’re strong until after the work and pain of seeing something through. Caffiene and meds – you’ve got grit.

        Good on you! 🌼

    • Sometimes all we can do is write about it and let it come out as it will. What you said here was so relatable to what it can feel like when you really want to write it out but are also still dealing with whatever is going on.

    • Powerfully penned, Paula. Incredible write my friend. Appreciate you.

      Damian

    • I agree to try to go without psych meds and using the arts and writing to be therapeutic. Me personally, there’s some I need. Writing will always be my number one therapy too. Keep strong, girl. Your therapeutic writing is paying off, I love it!

      Daniel

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    Doin' Time

    do you know what it's liketo sit with your hips & your thighsfrom ass to kneepressed uncomfortably tight...against the person riding yourvery last nerve? when not 5 minutes ago...in full blown fury...you were literally pulling each other's hairwords thrown like rockscolorful phrases...

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    • Grandma knew exactly what to do with us. 6 of us & she never lost her temper. Good memories…Thank you, girl

    • hello beautiful Willow this was a twist I didn’t know where you were going it’s very clever and relateable I had to clean my dad’s grandfather clock when naughty 💕

      • I hated getting in trouble. It was usually my cousin & her brother. She was ornery as hell too, would try to hug him when he was so pissed. Grandma had to leave the room to hide her giggles. Thank you, Brenda 🧡

    • Brilliantly penned, Willow. Into the book it belongs! Amazing storytelling my friend, I can relate. Not that I got in trouble a lot, but when I did, not a fun time by any means of the imagination. Excellent work, as always. Appreciate you.

      Damian

      • Always seemed like disappointing grandma was worse than the punishment itself. So I did my level best to not get in trouble much. Not with grandma, at any rate. 😂 Thank you, my friend

    • I love “old timey” pieces. It brings back the good ol days, even if we didn’t know that they were, then. I would’ve preferred the chair over the usual ass whuppin.
      But eh, I survived.
      It’s always interesting to me how others lived and dealt with their own upbringings. This was a wonderful story indeed. I raised my kids on “time out” instead of spankings, as your story reflects. It’s a better choice.
      Very entertaining write, Willow. Bravo.

      • Don’t get too cozy in the “old timey” corner. I’m all over the map these days. Who knows where it will take me next?

        Yeah, my girl was raised on time out too. Little rascal knew exactly when she was about to land there too. Look me right in the eye & say “I go to time out now?” Good kid…that girl gave me side aches holding in the laughter.

        Thank you for the visit. Good to see you roaming the new halls

    • It’s good to see YOU here, too.

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    secrets of the abyss

    in the mediocre light I find myselfnothing stellar to speak ofdarkness gloom, I desire something specialto entertain divinitywithout losing my mind to the abysswhere oft times I wandermy soul adrifttouching on the etherealmy visions mine to keeppassion plays and...

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    When I Was Queen

    When I Was The QueenBradley and I were playing dress-up...About 20 years ago, I think...We were about 30 years old then.We both knew he was gay.It was a short term friendship...both of us between men...We just hung out together...except...

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