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Read MoreWhen I DieI wantto bedreamingwhen Idie sothere isno pain.I wantto stayinsidea happydreamforeternity.I wantto explorea prettygame worldwhere Ican winprizes.Milkshakesfree lunchesconcert &movies ticketsnew teethnice clothesa cuddly puppyI DON'T WANT MY CORPSE RAPEDOR FONDLED BY PERVERTS!!!Is that too much to ask for?
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Read MoreWriting PainMemories written...sometimes fly away...others burrow...deeper into my psyche.Meds frustrate...rather than calm -engrams triggered!My screams aretiny chirps...Help (chirp) Me!
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I did! Not my typical piece.
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You aren’t you on meds. Nobody is. Some have no choice. I get that. But I don’t understand living in the most medicated country on the face of the earth.
I hope you find power in your battle 🌼
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No, meds only confused me. Not taking any psych meds right now. I have to have control of my inner demons on my own. This was one of the last I wrote near the beginning of year. Before radiation and surgery. When I was thinking of just ignoring the doctors completely. Which I didn’t. I even broke free of caffeine. Off it completely.
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People are amazing. Especially when we amaze ourselves. Caffine, you didn”t just kick the craving, you kicked the habit of having it. We don’t think we’re strong until after the work and pain of seeing something through. Caffiene and meds – you’ve got grit.
Good on you! 🌼
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Sometimes all we can do is write about it and let it come out as it will. What you said here was so relatable to what it can feel like when you really want to write it out but are also still dealing with whatever is going on.
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Exactly!
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Powerfully penned, Paula. Incredible write my friend. Appreciate you.
Damian
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I agree to try to go without psych meds and using the arts and writing to be therapeutic. Me personally, there’s some I need. Writing will always be my number one therapy too. Keep strong, girl. Your therapeutic writing is paying off, I love it!
Daniel
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Read Morein the mediocre light I find myselfnothing stellar to speak ofdarkness gloom, I desire something specialto entertain divinitywithout losing my mind to the abysswhere oft times I wandermy soul adrifttouching on the etherealmy visions mine to keeppassion plays and...
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Hauntingly penned, Brenda. Amazing dark write my friend. Appreciate you.
Damian
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thank you graciously dearest Damian 💕
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The light only blinds and befuddles us, while darkness softly and thoroughly embraces our truth, regardless. There is indeed something special about nothingness -the void- where everything and nothing is possible.
Superb write, my friend!
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hello dearest poet thank you most graciously good afternoon 💕
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hello Mary thank you graciously lovely one 💕
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Read MoreWhen I Was The QueenBradley and I were playing dress-up...About 20 years ago, I think...We were about 30 years old then.We both knew he was gay.It was a short term friendship...both of us between men...We just hung out together...except...
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Exquisite story and writer you are! Enjoyed this…
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Brilliant and highly erotic.
Love Bradley….. lol
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What a kickass poem. Nice work Paula!
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I have no clue. His last name was Jones. Lol. Millions of them out there. Don’t know if I ever knew his birthday or exact age. Very short friendship. I hadn’t thought about him in years.
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Read MoreA SquirrelI have a cute visiting squirrelHe came back today, climbingin my window and getting eyeballedby my imaginary cat Spot.I think he sees Spot because theyseem to play. But, don't rely on thecrazy lady. I know the squirrel is...
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My daughter feeds squirrels & her cats love watching through the window. Got a giggle outta this one!
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Thanks Willow.
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Thanks. In 20 or more years.