I was stranger seeking permission to see my
father-in-law for the last time, i rushed from office
waiting for each second to pass quickly,
I need to seek permission to see him for the last time
He loved me so much that any father-in-law could
He talked to me with so much joy for the first time
I was forced to leave from his home but
he called me to his office and kept me
and he would have never made me to leave for others benefit
I was at least could see him till he was unseen forever, i
visit him in my heart whenever i am alone, because people
didn’t let me in the city,
I miss him today
when my father scolded me that i was not cooking curry nicely and
I made it over roast standing there at stove
I am not hating my dad but my situation becomes so worse that
I am being seen as useless without anything.
I don’t understand what wrong I am, I can control anger
I watch my words before I speak, but sometimes it gushes
through tongue unknowingly that I need to say these words
maybe from God as he wishes to say when people hurt me so badly
I am fine I never get angry on my son, but my husband wants me to speak and
let others know my patience limit
I love my son I never disrespected him
and I say Eshan Kanna, and to my husband to Kanna
they are with me even if my family hurt me so badly,
I have my siblings but more than that i have my in-laws
who are loving me from heaven.
I never hate anybody, but my anger lets them to be so but i am not its my pain
that my anger doesn’t know how to say it out.
Jessy Jacob.
