i woke up to the sun shinning down
went to the restroom to wash my face
looked myself in the mirror, but something wasn’t right
there was a bend to my smile, a twitch in my eye
my chest was burning with such a FuCkEd Up FeElInG!!
while at work i’m greeted by pricks
assholes that hate me just as much as i hate them
i tell myself it’s all in my head
still i’m one snide remark away from FuCkInG sOmEoNe Up!!
but that would bring a whole new set of problems
giving my all all the time, working hard all the time
then i’m reminded how little that matters
when i see billionaires become rich off my dime
i kind of hope they all FuCkInG dIe!!
how selfish of me, right?
walking around my neighborhood
getting judged by racist pricks
probably thinking i’m just another brown skin rat
like nothing i can do will ever change their mind
so i’m not even gonna FuCkInG tRy!!
coming home only to snap at my best friend
feeling like FuCkInG sHiT!!
i went to sleep in pain and depressed
hoping it will be better tomorrow
guess it’s been a blah kind of day
