I don’t wanna love somebody
I’m to use to having nobody
What could it be to lose somebody
When all I dream is finding nobody
I can only dream in tears
Flowing rivers of you riding my fears
Mirroring pain as you disappear to reappear
Frigid thoughts of your touch so far and yet so near
Diamond finger nails scraped upon a hardened heart
Minds of unlit coal, ignition, refusing to start
You, my pain, the oxygen taken from my spark
I shiver in REM, my light committed to the dark
Unanswered knocks from a ghost that was never there
Mudslides of neglect to show me that you truly care
Was love missing or truly never here
Leaves me looking behind eyelids to return your stare
I don’t wanna love somebody
I’m to use to having nobody
What could it be to lose somebody
When all I dream is finding nobody
Hahaha, frigid tears burning like lava down my cheeks
As you lie upon your podium refusing to speak
Eyelids undam pain allowing your pain to seep
Tomorrows are to freely given as I sleep
Tomorrows that were set ablaze along with yesterday
Ha forever homes were promised by hearts with nowhere to stay
Hahaha laughter escapes as tears flow even more
As I suddenly realize no one knocks at a house without doors
Is there a measure for how much death it takes to make you wanna live
How much weight from my tears it takes to make my pillow give
N1 thru N3 were only nightmares mascarading as fantasies
REM mascarading as destiny locking you in love’s grip with me
I don’t wanna love somebody
I’m to use to having nobody
What could it be to lose somebody
When all I dream is finding nobody
