it is with pause I reflect
halting over my troubled days
once I thought I was nice
but that proved to be untrue
by the choices I made
but by the grace of God as they say
I've been blessed
dignity and abuse
my days were filled with shame
with great pain I think back
recounting my steps in my mind
asking for forgivness for my transgressions
my heart still wants to be good
it has nothing to do with religion
people have let me down
my soul meets with the man himself
he is very approachable
he only requires proper respect
and yes he has a bad side
my thoughts seek him out
in his sanctuary he is contemplating
my question is where does the darkness in me come from
without delay he says from me
he tells me it is my job to encourage the good in me
there by encouraging the good in him
there is internal conflict
he tells me of a balance we must keep
or no one would exist
he says he's destroyed things before I don't doubt it
he says without longsuffering there would be no me
my gratitude shown in my prayers
he is a very powerful being
and you can say he's unfair if you like
but me I love him for his honesty
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Terrific write
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hello dearest Benny thank you graciously❤
we own our choices good or bad. And for those we regret, we can ask forgiveness and do what we can of good deeds to even up the ledger. Similar to what the Chorus in Oedipus spoke of at his end.
Fate took him in one direction…he attempted to take himself as far as he could in the other before his death.
Really good piece.
j.
hello dearest Jacob I do my best and it is hard to let go of regret but I ask forgiveness and I do try to focus on being positive thank you for your thoughts on this❤
I really appreciate an honest piece like this. The inner monologue was captivating. Thanks for sharing it.
thank you graciously dearest poet I often do that I’m happy it worked for you ❤️