silence golden and true speaks loudest at three am
when all the world is quiet and you are alone with your pain
memories surface in your little mind theater
playing reel to reel guilt
of all the people you let down somehow
all of the animals you failed
no matter how hard you tried
maybe it was never mine to have...love
or perhaps it was to know but never keep
so I twist with the hurt of loss
my love never ends and when someone is missing
a piece of my soul goes with them
and I lament their absence
searching my thoughts wondering what I could have done differently
grief greets me from the shadows
sorrow and sadness ply me away from the fleeing feeling
content enough to keen with me
wiping my big sloppy tears
getting me through until sunrise
Rated for Everyone 
silence
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The night is also when the pain hits for me. I don’t know how it is for others but the older I get the more painful life becomes. More stressful and overwhelming. Guess getting help would be best, but I’m kinda the strong one that holds up my little world. No time for breakdowns.
*Hug* you’re not alone, friend.
hello dearest Nick good morning I think as we get older because for one thing I know I was fearless and careless when I was younger..now I am careful and cautious understanding each moment is important thank you for the love here hugs on our shared pain in the night 💕
Powerfully penned, Brenda. Incredible write as always my friend. Appreciate you.
Damian
good morning Damian I hope you have a beautiful day thank you my friend 💕