a grey moodiness has settled over me
instincts are sharp, somber is my tone
weathering the day
deep pain and then a lull
aching regret looks backwards
the future looks bleak
thoughts of tortuerous need
beguiling the eve
setting a stage for me to die on
it awaits me
shadows, my form in the background
it is prefferable to lingering
to awaken elsewhere
slumbering inside me is worry
it could be worse than here
gnawing at my mind in vivid color is my hurt
it is a heavy weight I believe I will always carry it...always
from this world to the next
forgetting in part and remembering in others
still thoughts invade even the happiest days
and my grey turns black
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grey day
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depression
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Terrific write, just be careful that pain doesn’t become pleasurable.
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
hello dearest Benny I understand what you mean my pain is beguiling thank you for the advise 💕
Powerfully penned, Brenda. Amazing write my friend, just keep moving forward. It’s easier said than done I know, but eventually the clouds will part, and let in the light. Appreciate you.
Damian
hello dearest Damian yesterday was just a hard day thank you for the words of encouragement 💕
Moods often bring darkness that is hard to swallow.
hello dearest Adagio thank you my friend for being here I hope you listened to the song 💕 it is haunting…
I did.