I was thinking about the thought revolution, how it impacted the later part of my life, intially i was thinking that people with thoughts gets lost, and their inner circle open to get pain by any, but it is not the pain is just a thought that may give pain for seconds, and its not going to do anything, just not anything.
I was hurt by few energies, intially they thought they are powerfull can do anything to my head, but it took time to teach them they are getting into psychic thoughts of unrecovering mental ability again, because they crossed the line of normal humanity and humanic behaviour, they just became the culprit and also victim like drug addiction, that i cant protect my own self and thought i am disastrous. For to my life, the way i am approaching them to make them stop is getting clear.
I see myself and the lord of my heart, that made me thinking that i am to be made, but he just unvieled me, the bride’s veil, and we had the first look into our eyes, the first look of my man in wedding with poojari beside, making us to unite, this in hindu dravida culture they say half wedding is over.
It was all started when i came to india, after we met in USA, we got engaged in 2016. Now in 2025, our preweddign ceremony, has started, and the in the wedding decoration we exchanged the zilakara bellam, facing each other to see, in mighty land of my second parents, his uncle and aunt, the city called Banglore.
He passed slowly as if a small teenage young boy, watching his steps as if his mother gonna get angry by watching him to try a cigarette smoke. Mother wakes up with her eyes without wiping off eye lids, thinking where is this guy is the guy with cigarette? slowly he walks and thinks is she watching me, and takes a seat and folds his legs and watches phone as if nothing happened.
She saw him, as if she is really watching him, then he follows his walk, is he my Jacob, why is he here, doesnt he going to talk to me, watching him sit there so that he can have complete view of me, she rethinks his looks changed, but he is exactly matching him………
the second part of wedding to be continued too soon….
Usha Jacob
Its love to see him,
i walked 100 times to his aisle i never thought what others are thinking but i made a reason everytime if people dare to ask what are you doing ?
