A week with my son in Houston.

My son lives in Houston, i live in India. Its money and time and its worth spending when you dont want to miss the moments they give you strength and happiness giving worth, when you feel accountable. 

Its been said, my middle class family, always made me to spent cautiously, the time and money. But i felt there is beyond money and time, the love when showered gives it back to make us feel worth.

My parents say why do you worry, when my son is safe with his dad. I felt there is something beyond being safe, the love, where you can shower from distance, and also from near. By phone calls, people feel you care and when you see from near, it makes them feel concerned. Love is not just saying in words and it is more beyond it when you show how much you care. 

It took serious decisions, job change, risking life, spending when the time is ready, convincing few people and family, and you take a walk in air, with praying to God, protect us from fear of something happening uneasy things in life, let me see my son, he is not just waiting for what i give him little money, but he is looking beyond from me, though people around him, make him stay safe and healthy, he is waiting for his mom, who left him, to finish the deadliest desires of few who shattered our life where it could have been happy life for us. 

I am talking about those people, who thinks doesnt care about those, who can do anything for them to be pleased, i just need my happiness. I just want to say to those, there is nothing who can stop meeting my son and i live only for my family, if you really feel you have guts to stop and break my family, i say to you, dear people, you are so immatured even at ages you cant realise what you need and wander fulfilling when everything is gone to future, you still feel i am strong and will get back.

We can move into past a half day ahead and half day past into, even then you cant correct yourself, i say you will never. There is no worth more than love in any relationship and i see you crave you are so strong and keep fed to those who doesnt even exist, but only blame that you are talking not shit but food to responsible, i would only say you are not capable to see what is infront of you but blame yourself you are so proud and strong. I conclude by saying, the world is in safe hands of us three me my son and my husband protecting this world, and no one has guts that can break the world made so with care and love, maybe you say you have nuclear weapons, i say you dont have heart to live and its time to end… not the world but yourself. 

Usha Jacob.

I say i capture this moment in my life, when people watch everything with eyes, but they cant see the UV light, becuase still you are human that cant perceive them and if you see them your body will not sustain.